Yuna Lee's POV:

XX day of XX month

I got a massage from the Butler again today. He massaged my chest once and my vagina three times. And he also praised me for doing a good job when I climaxed after saying, "I’m going to cumm," just as he had taught me.

"I must continue to pay attention to details in the future."

Today, Yena finally got used to putting two fingers in her vagina, and she said she would try three starting tomorrow.

Even though Yena was bragging to me, she didn't know that I was already being stabbed in the pussy with three fingers.

The Butler and Yena kissed today, too. The sight of them embracing each other and kissing was always so beautiful, no matter when I saw them.

'When will I have my first kiss?'

... Oh, when I imagined kissing, I thought of the Butler instead of Siu. I guess the kissing scene between the two of them that I saw today was still lingering in my mind.

XX day of XX month

Today I had a new massage.

Unlike usual, I got naked and had the Butler sucked my breasts.

It was a massage that stimulated the mammary glands and helped in the secretion of female hormones.

The Butler, who was sucking my breast absentmindedly, looked like a newborn baby and was so cute.

When I patted the Butler’s head, Yena got jealous of me. I felt a little bit superior, and it made me feel good.

I used to hate my breasts because they were big, but now I think it was fortunate that they had grown so big.

XX day of XX month

Today I learned about fellatio, the act of sucking a penis. The Butler said that his strong male semen stimulates the female body and helps secrete female hormones.

His penis was huge, and it was incomparable to even the three fingers combined that he usually used to poke our vaginas.

When I approached and touched the penis, it was hot as fire and hard as steel. My vagina twitched as I imagined this thing entering my pussy.

First, Yena demonstrated to me what fellatio was.

She knelt on the floor and put the Butler’s penis in her mouth. With one hand, she caressed the part of the penis that was not in her mouth, and with the other hand, she caressed the testicles.

Yena was already used to this behavior, and soon succeeded in extracting semen from the Butler.

But I couldn’t do that.

My jaw hurt so much from holding the penis in my mouth, and although I tried licking the penis here and there, I couldn’t satisfy the Butler.

Eventually, the Butler must have felt frustrated because he grabbed my head with both hands, moved his waist, and thrust his penis into my throat.

It was painful, and I felt like vomiting, but I couldn’t help it because I was lacking. Fortunately, the Butler seemed to like my throat, and he ejaculated right away.

Thanks to that, my mouth was filled with the Butler’s semen. It was tasteless, but when I thought of it as the Butler’s semen that he ejaculated because of me and for me, I somehow didn’t hate it.

He patted my head and said I did well after swallowing the cum.

But... Now that I think about it, my first kiss was with the Butler’s penis...

I feel sorry for Siu.

XX day of XX month

Recently, Siu’s attitude toward me had changed. When I get close to him, he would blush and take a step back. Even when we talk like usual, he couldn't look me in the eye.

I finally felt like Siu was seeing me as a woman.

Come to think of it, my father told me recently that I had changed a little. I think the massage was starting to take effect.

As a token of my appreciation, I sucked the Butler’s penis more diligently than usual.

XX day of XX month

Today, Siu asked me out on a date. He mentioned a new cafe near the school and suggested that we go eat some delicious cake there.

Luckily, today was a no-massage day, so I accepted the offer.

As Siu said, the cake was incredibly delicious. It seemed like a unique recipe, so I talked to Siu and analyzed the recipe.

It was a pleasure to spend such a wonderful time with Siu after such a long time.

No, it was the worst.

I was not happy at all.

"... I am the worst."

The Butler and Yena love each other, so why me...

"What the hell am I..."

Why did my heart hurt so much when I heard that Yena and the Butler had sex?

XX day of XX month

I hadn't gone for a massage for several days.

I was afraid to see Yena and the Butler together.

No, let me correct this. I was afraid of seeing Yena and the Butler having sex... Also, I was afraid of being in pain when I saw the two having sex.

Obviously, the two of them love each other. And I like Siu. The reason I took massages was to seduce Siu.

So, I should congratulate both of them for finally having their first experience together.

But I...

I was...

Was I being greedy?

I wish for my first experience to be with Butler, too.

I thought that since Yena had a sensitive body, she wouldn't be able to satisfy the Butler.

So I thought I would naturally fill that void.

I wanted to be loved by Siu, but I also wanted to receive affection from the Butler.

I was... greedy.

Sorry... Siu, Yena...

Sorry, Butler...

XX day of XX month

I hadn't gone for a massage in over a week. I had also been consciously distancing myself from Yena. She seemed worried about me, but I tried to ignore her.

When I was feeling down, Siu took good care of me. He tried hard to cheer me up by taking me to famous restaurants and cafes with a nice atmosphere.

I was grateful to Siu, but it didn’t make me feel any better.

Rather, whenever I spent time with Siu, I thought of Yena, who was in love with the Butler.

"Ah... that’s not it."

I thought of the Butler who was in love with Yena. Even with Siu in front of me...

XX day of XX month

I didn’t go for a massage today either.

XX day of XX month

I didn’t go for a massage today either.

Today, Siu asked me out on a date, but I declined, saying that I was sick.

XX day of XX month

I didn’t go for a massage today either.

Today, I masturbated while imagining Yena and the Butler having sex.

But I didn’t feel good at all.

XX day of XX month

I didn’t go for a massage today either.

XX day of XX month

...I had sex with the Butler.

I was so so happy... This was the happiness that I had forgotten.

I need to write a diary... but I didn't have the strength

Surely I wouldn't wake up and realize it was all a dream, right?

XX day of XX month

Thankfully, it wasn’t a dream. The pain I felt in my vagina told me that the sex I had with the Butler yesterday wasn’t a lie.

Actually, I couldn't remember very well.

In front of the school gate, Yena and the Butler were waiting, and we went to Yena’s house together, and Yena allowed the Butler to have sex with me.

and...

Sex with the Butler...

Why! I couldn't remember the sex part. It was my first time... It was so unfair!

When I was complaining to Yena, she sent me a video of my first time. In the video, I looked very lewd and lascivious.

I was letting out joyful screams while being stabbed by the Butler’s wicked penis, and then I hugged the Butler.

Was that really me...?

Was sex so good that I felt like I was getting all messed up?

I was planning to go to Yena’s house soon. There, I was going to have a sex party disguised as a pajama party all night long.

"This time, I must be careful not to lose my mind."

XX day of XX month

I had sex today, too.

I was conscious until the second orgasm, but after the third, I lost consciousness again.

Still, I think it was better than Yena, who fainted after the first orgasm.

XX day of XX month

Today I tried a new position.

I was lying down, Yena was on top of me, and the Butler was inserting his penis between our vaginas.

Even though he wasn’t inserting it directly, I was very excited by the clit rubbing against the penis. And I loved seeing Yena whimpering on top of me.

While I was engrossed in my own world, the Butler put his penis into each of our vaginas one by one.

This time, too, Yena lost consciousness with her first climax.

It was funny.

XX day of XX month

The three of us had sex again today.

Now I was completely used to the Butler’s penis.

After Butler ejaculated inside Yena, and he placed his erect penis between my breasts, I sucked it and felt no rejection because it was inside Yena, only the joy of sucking the penis.

And then I laid down on the bed, lifted my buttocks, spread my pussy, and the Butler penetrated me with his penis.

The thrill of pleasure was so intense that I lost my mind and naturally let out a loud moan.

Sex with Butler was such a good thing.

XX day of XX month

Recently, Siu’s gaze had changed again. Now, even when I talk to him, he would break out in a cold sweat and wouldn't know what to do.

Today, I accidentally touched Siu's hand, and I noticed that he had an erection.

It was extremely disappointing.

XX day of XX month

Recently, the way the boys in my class and even my teachers look at me had changed. It was not just Siu.

There were even people who stole glances at my chest or butt and whispered about me.

Disgusting people… My chest and butt already belonged to someone else.

When I spoke to the Butler about it, everything was sorted out neatly. Expulsion and dismissal took less than a day.

As expected, he was a competent person in every way.

To show my gratitude, I climbed on top of him and shook my waist today. But it wasn’t enough, so in the end, the Butler shook his waist too.

"Looks like I have to work hard to satisfy the Butler."

XX day of XX month

The three of us had sex again today.

XX day of XX month

The three of us had sex again today.

XX day of XX month

The three of us had sex again today.

XX day of XX month

Yena was pregnant.

"I am so jealous."

XX day of XX month

Just in case, I checked too.

There were two lines on the pregnancy test stick.

"Ah... I’m so happy… I am also pregnant!"

XX day of XX month

We decided to go on a trip to celebrate our pregnancy.

But the Butler told me to invite Siu as well. He told me to use this opportunity to completely end my relationship with Siu.

I was already annoyed by the fact that Siu had been acting overly friendly and was trying to have some skinship with me recently.

When I agreed to the Butler's proposal, he said I was a good girl and kissed me. When I acted cute, saying that a kiss wasn’t enough, he let me suck his penis and ejaculated semen on my face.

"I should have acted cute more often a long time ago..."

XX day of XX month

I invited Siu to the trip. After hearing the story, Siu was happier than anyone else and said he would definitely come.

Seeing Siu like that gave me a good idea.

"Haha... I’m looking forward to the day I go on my trip."